it just made me happy.
it made me feel safe, and it made me feel like he loved me and was proud to be with me.
i still love it.
i realized last night as i was with riley and he put his hand out to hold my hand...
that i love when he holds my hand too!
i just love that he loves me, and that he is proud to have me as his mommy!
but i feel the same way with aj too!
and the older my boys get, the more i realize that this is not going to last much longer.
i mean...look at this!
ok. ok...everyone reading this probably thinks i am totally wacked out right now.
but i'm ok with that.
when i do a newborn shoot, i am careful to capture everything. the little tiny hands. the little tiny feet.
i don't want the parents to forget everything that looked so small!
i don't think it should be different now!
i don't want to forget riley's little hands that reminds me how when he was 9-years old, he had a bad habit of biting his nails!
i don't want to forget aj's 11-year-old hands that are already bigger than his mom's.
i just don't want to forget anything.
it all reminds me of my life. right now.
and i want to enjoy every second of it.
I love that the girls still hold my hand. I take it in because I also realize that these days will end before I am ready. It is the safest feeling and an honor that they not only want to be around you, but willing to sore it to others. I'm their Momma!
ReplyDeleteOh my. I love this!! I love their hands. And I love all of these pictures!! Ah, they're getting too big.
ReplyDelete(I love your nail polish!! gray? I gotta get in that) :)
Love you!